Tuesday, March 26, 2019

2 years. I don't know what to say.

It's been 2 years since my last post.  Wow!  Plenty has happened, no doubt.  I lost my son.  The cancer spread all over him and wiped out his kidneys and liver.  He passed August 10th, 2018.  Immeasurable sorrow, depression, anger, and so on and so forth.  A weight that will never leave me.

On a brighter note, his son, my grandson, is a bright star in an otherwise dark sky.

The farm, yah.  Pretty much non existent.  Of course, the land is still there and the goat herd is bouncing back from last years barren failures.  Beautiful billy goat shooting blanks left me with no kids at a time I could have really used the revenue.  New neighbors up the road with a pair of huskys killed a few nannys for me and of course, they skipped out before paying that bill.  I should have pushed for the dogs to be put down.  Lesson learned there.  New job, a good one.  They took really good care of me while my son was in his last bit of life.  My hay cutting partner is in for a surprise come hay season.  Partnership over, thank you very much.  Porked my eyeballs out this past fall.  I've never had such crappy hay from my own fields before, ever.  So, I've worked my way to a shift at the new job that will allow me to bale my own hay, whenever I need to.  All I'll lose is a little sleep here and there.   I can live with that!

Still haven't managed to chase the POS ex down to force him to fulfill his end of our divorce agreement.  I'll probably end up having to sue him for it.

Lots of new coming to whats left of the farm this spring.  I am really back so keep checking for updates and pictures of whats coming up!  Oh, that wonderful weed killer recipe bouncing around facebook, weed be gone, better than round up?  Yah, bullshit.  If it doesn't kill henbit, it's worthless.  All it did was make the yard smell like vinegar!  Don't waste your time on it....